As I mentioned in an earlier post I will be relocating. ( I just don't know where yet?! ) I am so filled with excitement and overwhelmed with joy! An opportunity to make any visions of my dreams to fruition. The problem - my other family members, aunts & cousins. The saddest part of my dreams becoming a reality are family members who will not be "happy" for us! So filled with jealousy and envy that we are unable to tell them that we are relocating before we move. And if we wait until we have already relocated - that hatred would be so powerful! It is a shame that in this day and time one must keep their plans, their dreams, and their future a secret. If I knew for sure that my cousins and my aunts would be thrilled for us I would absolutely love to have a get-together! Another problem with having $ is that family would want a "hand-out" so to speak. A loan or just $ to get-by would be numerous requests but if the table was turned, would they do it for me and my children/family?
There is so much negativity in the world - not just at work among co-workers, but shamefully between family members. Not only is there not trust among us, there is entirely no RESPECT between family members! I do not think it is just a sign of the times, but people have lost their way in life and you can see it and feel it all around. All I can do is pray that when we do decide to tell our family we are leaving or already have relocated, that they would wish us the best. And what really hurts deep down inside - the possibility that NO ONE not even family, would even care that we are gone...
But I give no thought to the negativity and pray about it! All I do know is the fact that where we plan to relocate, arms ready to embrace us with no apprehension - await us...
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